DAYMUMMMM
im so the bored.i swear
twitter>tumblr>9gag>youtube(*repeat cycle)
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seriously.

i wasted another beautiful day in bed.no good no good.i mean i could have like go to work or smth-.-||||||



did a random brooch.i need more inspirations. i mean i dont know how to comb my lace & satin-.-|||||||||

tmr CENTERPOINT.which means there is a chance that i could meet eyecandy!!!!!!!

"ask you,did you like rush relationship?"
"yea, i guess i did rush & it was a mistake"
like YEAH BRO what were you thinking?!
OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL there goes his 1st.
lesson learnt, never rush,i mean disney thought me that relationship has to be magical.so yea.i shall wait even if it takes forever~ WHUUUUUUUUT? bs pls!

hmmm, anything else to rant?
.........
oh yea, girls.tsk mad mafan
i mean with all those skin care,hair care, make up, etc....
wasted my pay$ by buying all these.seriously.

oh im learning jap on9-.-|||||||| IKR

THE LOOK ON PEOPLE'S FACE WHEN I TOLD EM I DONT HAVE A FB(Y) :D

rashes are back to haunt me
D': uber sad.
damn uber sad

random much but im dying to do a photo shoot for a friend & cycling! ZOMG!
& i painted my wall :O

dear eyecandy, i hope to see you later:b

for my 19th, i wished to be a boy for 1day.
no maybe a week. i wanna see a guy's point of view.

that 1week, being a guy, i would
not be wasting time putting on makeup, moisturizer, hairspray & perfume that's all.
ride a bicycle here & there,
not shave frequently,
etc.

the main thing is just to know what a guy would be thinking about.
for me, i'd never thought of being in a relationship with a guy. since i was like sec 1, my 'bf 'was always some good looking idols from drama or band.
tho i may not receive back their love, i didnt suffer any heartbreaks or any bs.

im turning 19 very very soon, & im proud to be single for goddamn 19years.
ive never shared to anyone how much i dont really like boys. specifically malay boys.
my past life has made me feel the hatred towards malays.
i dont seem to have any connection with them. be it younger,older,related or non-related malays.

"Ist me or ist them?"

ive qns myself whenever this kinda thingy happens. cos it has been bothering me but not to the extend that i wanna kill myself. being with my girls wont make me think about this can.

like when i was maybe 13/14 years old, i went to skate myself outside near our family's chalet. then when i was about to go back in, i fell to my butt from a goddamn mini slope which i so thought i could skate down. painful like mad but i got up myself even though 2 malays walked pass me.
i was transparent maybe )':

cos even everywhere be it school or outside when i see a malay guy 'friend' (urgghhh) i wont be acknowledged or talked to. sometimes a hi or smile couldnt be exchanged.
i think im transparent ]':

then even my cousin.my goddamn cousin wouldnt like T-A-L-K to me when we took the same train to school.
i am really transparent D':

i shouldnt give a shit but i dont like this kinda thingy. i no i may not be pretty or girly or sweet or cute (urrgggggghhh) but i just find it injustice. they're maybe good looking & only talk to pretty girls. then like that i'd rather talk to an average joe or a nerd who would at least say hi & talk for a while whenever we meet in school or outside. that i consider as my guy friend.
yes, just having a guy friend will do. im not despo & i dont think this post sounds despo. im just stating my point of view & experiences i had.


i dont know what else to rant but yea i still havent bathe. but i smell gucci ok.damn nice~ but i still want issey miyake's

i mizz the times when in secondary school, i'd do those random dyi handicrafts thingy in school during before after lessons.

gosh,

maybe i need a different hobby, jewel making? gotta stock up my accessories (&wardrobe)

sales here & there now. mango is like calling me to buy their clothes from their latest collection.

was contemplating to get a dslr.no fair. those non-designers/IT/media ppl own dslr/mcbook

check out my latest everyday wear to school, dope uh. guy's ring ohk.heh

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met ana hilary & siuyin(!)
hilary picked us up & drove to clementi where we
had seoul garden frm 1-4pm
then stomach cant take it so we went to shit right after.
then roamed ard clementi area.
ana bought contact lens.
back to the same toilet we shit, we spent 2hrs to get her put her contact lens in.
at night the girls had koi.
witnessed a dead rat being crushed by cars=epic
then hilary's dad pick us up to drive back to hil's place
cos we had to make sure ana-chan put her contact lens in & out.

YAY-NESS!

today went out w 2malays & hung out with angmohs.
lolzz erm totally lying but pics kinda show that that we're like part of em to a certain extend:b
namira & nabiha were happymuch

actually our aftrnn was bad due to our rejected m18 movie tix which the girls cant go in:b

cathay! y u so god damn bitch one! now i have to consider stepping into cinne:b

i swear the pics are so not in order. i bought a guy's or unisex bag for sch.saw frm a magazine so yea~ then a mad cheap black flats(finallllly~ i can wear smth girl-y to sch)

then also tday went to macdonald n bought breakfast for sashimi n cycled over to her place. shared stories abt her korea trip & gave me souvenirs! ohhyea postcard! korean chopstick! lipbalm! & zomg SHINee(notepad)!!!!! pretty awesome~

OHLORD! frm 180$ to 10$ in my bank.

how zapping magically zap in jus a day)':

k.no more ugly betty alrdy.hope the rumors abt them making it into a movie will be truefsfsfsfsfsf.

\/this is pineapple rice which i tapao frm home for work. substitute a tupperware to a ziplock bag.then when done can jus throw away.no need wash.im frever lazy:b

talk abt work.i swear i feel so bad fr lying that i hav sch stuff to do in order not to work for 2 days. damnnn my seoul garden with awesome girls is more impt can! :b

i swear some ppl across my block is making noises at 2:20am now:/

must be drunk lians or uncles.ta ma de.talk so loud